Trust

I am reading this book, Beautiful Things Happen When a Woman Trusts God by Sheila Walsh. I didn't realize that I had such a severe trust issue with God. Like, I believe that God exists but totally trusting that everything, I mean EVERYTHING that happens in my life, good or bad, pure or evil, is not just seen but orchestrated by God. No, God does not WANT bad or evil situations in our life to occur, but they are all a part of the plan. Jesus said that there will be trials and tests in this life but we will not be overtaken by them. That is where I faulter. I think that I will be overtaken by the heartache and heartbreaks of life, by the rejections, by the letdowns, by the difficults, by the failures. I think that I must do EVERYTHING in my will and power to make something great happen. While this may be true, there is still at the end of the day GOD. There is the Divinity of trust. Letting go and completely surrendering to a God who loves like a human but is not human so then the love of and from God is completely pure and can be trusted. God is not a man that he will lie neither does he need to repent. Words to think about during these next 30 days...